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Shake It Out
Jun. 17th, 2012 07:18 pmI realized for the first time this weekend that I have been deeply, profoundly depressed since late 2008. I'm just now starting to shake it out; I feel like I've been in a dreaming haze. I've had more creative ideas in the past weekend and felt more contentment, happiness, and joy than I have in years. I finally feel hope. You cannot know how precious that is after such an absence of it.
I'm awakening from a very long period of being a ghost in my own life. I look forward to letting the ones I love get reacquainted with Matt From Before.
Travis SecondclassCitizen Gray, Debacle Bear, Chad Wilmer, Michael Pemberton, Adam Pelz, Jim Lloyd, Ben Niemi, Mark Bove, Bret Anthony Kall-- I love you all. Thank you for being there for me.
*grins* My new motto? "Live your life filled with joy and thunder."
I'm awakening from a very long period of being a ghost in my own life. I look forward to letting the ones I love get reacquainted with Matt From Before.
Travis SecondclassCitizen Gray, Debacle Bear, Chad Wilmer, Michael Pemberton, Adam Pelz, Jim Lloyd, Ben Niemi, Mark Bove, Bret Anthony Kall-- I love you all. Thank you for being there for me.
*grins* My new motto? "Live your life filled with joy and thunder."
